Sunday, August 19, 2012

7.27.12

Is censorship wrong? Should I ever censor myself? I always make things as little known as possible because the second people are watching me I hide. I want to be uncenored so I'd rather no one pay any attention. On my twitter, I once deleted the other account because too many people followed me and I wanted to be less censored. Sometimes now I'm getting to the point where I almost want to delete and start agaaaaiin, cuz I have like 63 followers. 
What should I do? Should I just not give a damn and not have a private and public sphere of life? Or should I censor myself according to context? What makes a context online? The followers? But if they followed me in the first place, then isn't it their responsibility to enter or not enter that context? They can always unfollow me, I tell myself. I want to say fuck it when I'm thinking fuck it. I want to reblog a picture of two naked lovers in bed on tumbler when I see it and it's beautiful and I want to, and not give a damn about whether or not its appropriate. I want to say my dad infuriates me when my dad infuriates me on twitter and not feel guilty about it. I want to let loose every emotion and thought freely. Is this a wrong desire? Should I control myself? Is the issue self control?

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